I shut my eyes so I don’t see you. For my own sake I force myself not to care, it is so damn difficult not to care. My ego says all those little unknown feelings aren’t regret, but deep down below my hovering ego I know. So happy, though so breaking to lose you. I’ve never tried to win you, so who am I to say I’ve lost you. But I lost you. I lost you. I ran out of tears to cry for nothing. Damn I love you.